Heavy, I feel heavy, my spirit is heavy, my body is tired.
These weights, these energies are dragging me down.
I try to stay about but its too much, coming from too many directions.
Even the simple things seem ridiculously hard most days.
I go on because I must, dragging these weights behind me.
I want to put the weight down and run free but that not the world I live in.
I’m carrying weights my ancestors carried with more being added by the minute.
Weights designed to break me but I won’t be broken.
I may be bowed but I continue, just as my ancestors continued.
I will continue.